UNanswered

I sit alone

My curtains are drawn 

The silence envelopes me

Cradles me in its loneliness

I hear a voice of reason

But I cannot listen

It speaks again

Shouts for my attention

But I do not hear

I see the light penetrate

My minds intense darkness

But cannot move towards it

It grows bright

Beckons me to notice

A beacon in my night's sea

But I turn, and let it fade

Comfort is in my blindness
Bliss in my ignorance
But I want an answer
I am at war with myself
My Jekyll ruthlessly pitted
Against my Hyde
Yes, I want an answer
But won't let myself have it
I feel alone
But won't see anyone
I am my enemy
My soul imprisoned
In its own cold body
My only true obstacle
An evil so well known
A secret so obvious