Did I Tell You My New Address???

I have moved out from Beggars Alley, located at 2 Poverty Lane at the corner of Down and Out Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home.
My new address is Living Well on 231 Abundance Terrace, located at the corner of Blessings Drive and Prosperity Peak . It's in the God Can neighborhood No longer will I allow myself to travel to the other side of town on Begging Peter to Pay Paul Route, located at a dead end intersection called I Don't Have, which connects with Borrowers Junction!
I no longer hang out at Failure's Place, near Excuses Avenue , next to Procrastination Point. I've moved to an upscale community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to succeed. I can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me!
Life is good because God is good! Care to change your address? There are many vacancies!
GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS Oh LORD!
I AM WELL BLESSED AND SO ARE YOU, in spite of temporary circumstances!!!!!!
DON'T TELL GOD HOW BIG YOUR STORMS ARE; TELL YOUR STORMS HOW BIG YOUR GOD IS!!

The Man With a Divided Heart

When u fall in love with a man who has a divided heart,
Your relationship is doomed right from the start.
As he tries to convince u that things are better than they seem,
he leads u down a path of empty promises and unfulfilled dreams.
Hot and steamy lovemaking filled with passionate cries
are followed by unanswered calls, disappearing acts and insulting lies.
His smooth and crafty words resonate in ur head,
as u lie awake at night in a cold empty bed.
Being shuffled about like a deck of card and feeling like a fool,
is the price u pay for being in love with a man who's totally confused.
U deserve to be loved by a God-fearing man who is stable and sincere,
not a man who has become an expert at saying things every woman wants to hear.
Get out of this mess, Girlfriend! God has better plans for u.
He wants to rebuild ur inner spirit and make it better than new.
U are a precious Child of God. U are beautiful and way to smart,
to stay in a damaging relationship with a man who has a divided heart...

Ever SO Thankful

I sit and watch the beginning of a new day,
I come to Jesus, I begin to pray.
Every time I open my front door,
I see things to thank him for.
I thank him for the smells of spring,
And all of the beautiful things it brings.
I thank him for the blue of the sky,
And the pretty birds that fly so high.
I thank him for the grass so green,
I thank him for the gentle rains that makes the tranquil streams.
I thank him for the clean air each day,
As I stop and smell the flowers along the way.
I thank him for the Cristian life I live,
For we all know what he had to give.
As I am thanking him I see his eyes, I see his face,
For only he could create such a beautiful place.

s(HE) be(LIE)veD

With my undivided attention
I used to listen without fear
From negligence in return
Now I can't even hear
My taste was once sweet
Like a bee on a flower
But now my tongue is numb
and has turned sour
I used to be able to smell the breeze
During the winter, summer, fall and spring
but the days have changed because now
I can't even differentiate aroma
From Stink
When I cared
my acquaintances didn't act real
Therefore as time went by
from loving deeply with my heart
I saw everything Red
From getting absolutely no response
my senses are completely dead
My eyesight, hearing, taste, touch and smell
were once like a shooting star
Now blind, deaf, tasteless, can't smell
Because my feelings are dead, they are!

I believed (and this May be Just me)

I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay

I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason

Women

By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!”? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish. "Will she be able to think?” asked the angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate." The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman’s cheek.

"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing." And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They’ll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends Women have vital things to say and everything to give....... HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

Sagittarius 'A' (Sestina)

( Sestina: a lyrical fixed form consisting of six 6-line usually unrhymed stanzas in which the end words of the first stanza recur as end words of the following five stanzas in a successively rotating order and as the middle and end words of the three verses of the concluding tercet.)

Hallowed; coming forth from darkness to light
appearing as the event horizon,
you black hole articulate origins.
Transcending the memory of eons
you challenge all to recall their purpose
while remaining tethered to you, the source.

You are Sagittarius “A” the source,
the omnivorous consumer of light.
Residing way beyond the horizon
you provide insights into origins.
Imparting the wisdom of the eons
like foreknowledge, destiny, and purpose

YOU convince all to remain on purpose.
Deferential I bow before the source
acknowledging what is devoid of light
begot the inaugural horizon.
Antecedency phantoms origin
but it’s not the begetter of eons

However derivative of eons
the past is a result of grand purpose.
Singular and principle is the source.
Yes, a natural phenomena, light
does shine and orient the horizon
but again it is not the origin.

Sagittarius “A” the origin
is whence we came forth among the eons.
Clearly elucidating my purpose
I’m compelled to contribute to the source.
Embolden over the passage of light
years, retrograde to the first horizon

I am vim of the event horizon.
No longer to contemplate origins.
Privilege to know the root of eons,
the architects primordial purpose,
I acknowledge and promulgate the source.
Source that’s begotten the heavens first light.

The womb of first light’s event horizon
speaks to origin, the foremost eon,
as does purposing THE BLACK HOLE as source.

Freedom in Knowing

Body restrained - eyes unable to see
Fingers and mouths enveloping me
Sucking and biting, the harder the better
My body is hot, my darkness is wetter

Before I know it someone’s deep inside
I move my body and relish the ride
I haven’t a clue who this lover might be
Never felt so alive, never felt so damned free

Somewhere in the distance I hear someone screaming
This is too good to be true I just have to be dreaming
Multiple manipulations tasting and touching
Hands and fingers probing and clutching

Skillfully somebody slips in between
Raising me up as if I were a machine
Hands spreading my butt cheeks apart
Pushing in deep I jump with a start

Too much stimulation to wait any longer
The orgasmic bliss is getting much stronger
Trapped in this orgy with nowhere to run
I’m a blood thirsty tigress who now needs to come

Lost in lust and perpetual pleasure
My body is like a new found treasure
Open-mindedness can take you far
There’s a freedom in knowing just who you are

Those Fuckin "FairyTales"

I once was told a story
of how my life would be
With a happily ever after
Such a childish fantasy

It wasn't till much later
That I knew I needed more
And that fairy tales and wishes
Wouldn't satisfy this whore

The prince rescued sleeping beauty
And loved her with all his might
But someone else was in her bedroom
Fucking her goodnight

Cinderella was a naughty one
And liked it from behind
She liked to be punished
She liked to be confined

Did snow white touch herself
When the seven dwarfs would sleep?
Dreaming of another lover
Who would fuck her oh so deep

Alice dreamed of wonderland
On those restless summer days
But at night her body belonged
To the mad hatter and his wicked ways

Love is overrated
Love’s just not enough
It's those dark needs that control us
Dark and dirty and rough

So when you wish upon a star
It makes a difference who you are
There is no happily ever after
Unless it leaves a scar

My Offering

Waiting on the edge of addiction
Standing on the ledge with restriction
Part of me wants to stay
Part of me wants to run away

The darkness of my needs are returning
The part of me that bleeds is now burning
Touch me if you dare
I don’t easily scare

Help me lose control and possess me
Reach inside my soul and caress me
I know you can taste it
Would be a shame to waste it

My lust is like a siren’s call
So trust yourself and start to fall
Let go of what’s inside
Reveal all you try to hide

Put your hand against my breast
Understand you have been blessed
Between my thighs
Is where beauty lies

Waiting on the edge of addiction
Standing on the edge with conviction
I release my fears
And offer you my tears

Fever

A thought turns into fantasy
A smell burns in my memory
A touch can last forever
If you let it

A dream can wake a nightmare
A desire becomes deadly
A whisper chases a scream
In an instant

Pleasure wrapped in pain
Don’t you dare complain
Try to break the chain
Nothing more to gain

A scar holds secret beauty
A laugh blends with the tears
A truth retells a lie
If you trust it

A caress leaves a bruise
A kiss lessens the wound
A heart has no limits
If you’re open

The choice is yours to make
Inside I feel the ache
There is so much at stake
For you my soul will shake

Strange Love 55

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all prepared their boats and left.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat." Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh.... Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love realized how much he owed the elder and asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?

"Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Sensual Darkness

I might take a chance and show you a side of me
My openness is sometimes misconstrued
I am often misunderstood
Don’t mistake my honesty for arrogance
I know who I am and I embrace it

My darkness is not yours for the taking
But I can show you the beauty within
I can make you see things you’ve never seen before
Feel things that exist in your unspoken dreams
There is a great deal to discover if your mind is open

Do not abuse my sincerity
You will never meet anyone more real than me
I can teach you how I see things
How I feel things

I live within a different kind of darkness
Here there are no rules
No boundaries
You are free to show who you truly are
For me it can be no other way

I could never live in shadows
Masks won’t ever cover this face
I brazenly walk though uncharted territory
I shine in the darkest of nights
Can you feel the heat radiating from my soul?

There is a sensual side to the darkness
And I know this because I own it
It flows through me like an addiction
I feel the rush and live off the ecstasy that it brings
Take my hand and let me show you

~>Ms. Misunderstood "KMA" c.2009

There's no prerequisite
my etiquette is eloquent
decadence is evident
As people show their irrelevance
To the authentic arsenal
Delivered by the parcel
These anthrax lines were
Snorted by government marshals
In an underground take over
A kingpin's make over
I bitch slap sap suckas
Time's up, break's over
While you're wastin years
I'm revvin up, shiftin gears
Blowing the old gas out my tank
As my path veers
To an unplanned destination
with no procrastination
I deliver this defecation
with no hesitation
I remove impurities
along with INSECURITIES
Give you pure perfection
along with the surety
that I will turn things
Upside down when I'm around
Turn thought inside out and
leave heads spellbound
My vibe is ridiculous
I shed poet leaves in the fall
call me deciduous
incredulous minds
conceive perpetual blinds
I open unscrupulous eyes
to intellectual shine
the sound of the locusts
put my mind in focus
I take a moment of silence....
to enjoy my opus

Writing Again..

Society does not want to see minorities succeed
Especially Blacks who are in so much need
Poverty is an issue for us and counseling has become a must
We become teenage mothers and quit school
We have no one to guide us and that's not cool
They rate us in statistics and judge us by the majority
We do not get a turn to learn and earn and we get no priority
They might call us ghetto, Low-Income and use other racial comments
They hate to view us as important as Lawyers, Doctors,or Sergeants
We go through embarrassment & sometimes even through harassment
What they do not know is that we are,in fact,intelligent
I would like to see my people accomplish more in the game
To show our cruel society we are not all the blame
We need to stick together to prove we are the same
And of our culture,we have no shame

I Gave You My Soul

I gave you my soul: handful of shimmering leaves from the treetop of a birch reached towards the Sun...

few rays of Moon and a few flowers of healing meadow's herbs tied by thread of the spool of magic

whose thread I follow through darkness up to the place where your soul is lonesome

brooding into the sky Forgive me because of the modest gift,

I didn't know how to become a star to lighten you glance because 

in this moment in life I learned just how to be a human, woman carried by whirlpools

of the red river which springs from the heart and again pour in it